Every time i think about is time i m going to leave this uni, i feel bad. When the 1st day i step in this uni, i ever think about dun wan to end my study life...This is the transition station of my life. I'm going to switch to another lane of my life. I need quite a long time to accept this fact. Even that i still have a long journey to go, but i not really wish to change my current life style.
I remembered when i was young in secondary school, my aunt ever told me once: "please appreciate those friendship you gain in secondary school. You are not going to get this kind of true friend when u step into uni..." Although this statement is not wrong, but it was not completely true. At least i have some true friend in uni, especially my com mate (hostel mate) and course mate. In my daily life, my friend in com filled my memory with colorful music notes. In my academic life, my course mate help me quite a lot, we enjoyed the time together--we organize activity, we outing, we play, we have fun!
Uni friend, will be the group of people that i'm going to miss them the most. It is hard to get reunion again after we leave this uni. Compare to primary school and secondary school, we are all from the same neighborhood, the same hometown. Is easier to have reunion gathering. After graduate, everyone is going to work in different places, maybe some will fly abroad. Don't know that when will be the time to be together again. I hope that they are going to remember me forever also^^
Saturday, 26 March 2011
Tuesday, 15 March 2011
Thesis V.S. Internship
This Mr.T and Mr.I really make me get mad! When i try to working on my thesis, intern's problem is up to my mind. When i shifted my mind to solve the intern problem, thesis is up to my mind again.
It is so suffer~! I prefer like last semester, i went to class everyday, got assignment and project to rush, although i din't concentrate in my class, have to work last minute and face a lot of stress in study week, but at least i'm not this suffer. Every time i saw there were some email in my inbox notification, i was so happy but too scare to click to check it. My mood like drop into cave when i saw all those mails in my inbox was half junk mails and half forward mails.
About the thesis? Owh~~ really headache. Those model n method is like alien knowledge for me. Don't know how to start, don't know how to do. Sad. God ar!! Please lend me your hand!!
It is so suffer~! I prefer like last semester, i went to class everyday, got assignment and project to rush, although i din't concentrate in my class, have to work last minute and face a lot of stress in study week, but at least i'm not this suffer. Every time i saw there were some email in my inbox notification, i was so happy but too scare to click to check it. My mood like drop into cave when i saw all those mails in my inbox was half junk mails and half forward mails.
About the thesis? Owh~~ really headache. Those model n method is like alien knowledge for me. Don't know how to start, don't know how to do. Sad. God ar!! Please lend me your hand!!
Monday, 14 March 2011
1st Passage of My Blog^^
Wanna create a blog of myself since long time ago, but it delayed and delayed, until yesterday midnight..I don't know what is the force that bring me to create an account in blogspot, and writing my 1st passage now~
Instead of keep posting my status in facebook's wall, is better to create a blog, for me to jot down my feeling, something special in my mind. It will be memorable one day when review back all the passages that written in the pass.
Just ten minute ago, rashly i review my Friendster, which is the social-network website which is being abandoned few years ago. I saw some friends' comments and pictures, it brought me to the PLKN and Matriculation's era.. Those precious moment already become history of mine. Can't get back to those happy moment again.
In PLKN life, I use to go Kenegaraan class, having fun with my class mate, lunch together with my 'Sappelaq Team' gang (a gang of 10 guys, group name was given by camp-mate from Kelantan which the team name had it's special meaning behind :p), riadah with my volleyball gang at the seaside, having war in the bathroom between dorm B and dorm D, night class for Buddhism session, ice-kacang and mee sedap for supper, brush teeth with dorm-mate, go to bed and prepare for the next day's morning exercise session.
Mean while, in Matriculation, wake up in the morning at 7.40am sharp and rush for class. Having lunch with roommate, self study at library alone, then went to class again. Back to room at 5pm straight have a nap before having dinner. At night was my study, revision, and tutorial time. Sometime i also having tuition class for my malay roommate and his friends. This routine repeated everyday except friday and weekend. Mostly we will have badminton session in the evening of every friday, and outing to Ipoh in the weekends.
And because of i manage to make my study to become my priority, i manage to get good result in my exam. At that time, i think, i will manage to do so in my future life in my uni life.. But i found that i'm too naive. All happened is different with what is in my mind. It is hard to survive in study and there are many distractions.
I miss those lecturers in Matriculation. They're so friendly and they take real care of their students. Night class and weekend extra tutorial was given to let those students to improve their studies. Really hope that the relationship between our lecturer and I now is so close just like what in Matriculation.
Ok, after one hour daydream, is time to go have a rest, and fight for thesis later. Ganbatte kudasai!
Instead of keep posting my status in facebook's wall, is better to create a blog, for me to jot down my feeling, something special in my mind. It will be memorable one day when review back all the passages that written in the pass.
Just ten minute ago, rashly i review my Friendster, which is the social-network website which is being abandoned few years ago. I saw some friends' comments and pictures, it brought me to the PLKN and Matriculation's era.. Those precious moment already become history of mine. Can't get back to those happy moment again.
In PLKN life, I use to go Kenegaraan class, having fun with my class mate, lunch together with my 'Sappelaq Team' gang (a gang of 10 guys, group name was given by camp-mate from Kelantan which the team name had it's special meaning behind :p), riadah with my volleyball gang at the seaside, having war in the bathroom between dorm B and dorm D, night class for Buddhism session, ice-kacang and mee sedap for supper, brush teeth with dorm-mate, go to bed and prepare for the next day's morning exercise session.
Mean while, in Matriculation, wake up in the morning at 7.40am sharp and rush for class. Having lunch with roommate, self study at library alone, then went to class again. Back to room at 5pm straight have a nap before having dinner. At night was my study, revision, and tutorial time. Sometime i also having tuition class for my malay roommate and his friends. This routine repeated everyday except friday and weekend. Mostly we will have badminton session in the evening of every friday, and outing to Ipoh in the weekends.
And because of i manage to make my study to become my priority, i manage to get good result in my exam. At that time, i think, i will manage to do so in my future life in my uni life.. But i found that i'm too naive. All happened is different with what is in my mind. It is hard to survive in study and there are many distractions.
I miss those lecturers in Matriculation. They're so friendly and they take real care of their students. Night class and weekend extra tutorial was given to let those students to improve their studies. Really hope that the relationship between our lecturer and I now is so close just like what in Matriculation.
Ok, after one hour daydream, is time to go have a rest, and fight for thesis later. Ganbatte kudasai!
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